Friday, October 1, 2010

Love Languages

Speak to my heart the words that I long to hear
Hoping for peace and a new revelation of love

If you are but a dream disappear with the morning light
but if you are real wake me with your kiss

Oh love speak the language of my heart
only singing songs of understanding

Someday we will understand the depth
but for now let me hear your love

don't be afraid of the unknown
forget the past and see the future

for love is what we were created for
to see the world surrouned, enveloped, and flooded

So as we speak of futures and nows
let me see your heart with no fear or walls

For words are the love language of my heart
knowing of your value for me makes my heart smile


Monday, June 28, 2010

Lady Wisdom

I saw Lady Wisdom standing by my bed,
Her strong presence swept my spirit up
Poised for accepting revelation from this wonderous creature
I looked into the depths of her eyes
Her eyes were like eternal rivers of kindness and depth
The river swirled around every problem in this world and swallowed it whole.
What was this river that answered every pain, poverty, and polution?
This gentle river of peace and joy that resided in this lady
What a lady she is always standing tall with serinity as her orb
yet an intensity of fullness that can never be mistaken for frivolity
The answers for the world lay inside this eternal being
yet she waits for she is a lady and will not force herself on anyone
she just stands waiting for the one who will stop and sit at her feet
pulling by their hunger out of her the river that flows so freely
Oh lady wisdom how I long to sit at your feet and hear the length of your knowledge,
ready for you to pour your river out onto my dry land
Lady Wisdom when you come and stand by my bed call my spirit forward and teach it
magical solutions for the worlds polutions, render me undone by the weight of your words,
never let me an eternal being be bound by mortality but let me be infused with you and your infinity. Lady Wisdom you are a part of the forever, always been and always will be let me sit and learn from your wealth.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Could Be's

Silence stands between your heart and mine. From across the room you say so much without saying anything at all.

How will this story end?

So tragically like all the times before or will you step into a dance with me?

Don’t let fear stop you from a story of love with me.

For I see your heart and read your mind.

The loneliness you hold can be shattered with one kiss.

Don’t hide behind the mask of impossible love in far away lands.

Hold onto the real flesh that stands before you waiting for an embrace.

Will this tragic love once more rejoice at my expense?

Making fun of all the memories we never made.

Will this tragic love abound in joy over our near union?

Laughing at the time wasted loving.

Loving is never a waste even if it’s never returned.

Real love does not need reciprocation it flows continually always giving from an endless source.

If we never tell each other true words in real time I want you to know my love for you.

With your broken heart, through your pain I love the all of who you are and who you are suppose to be.

I never thought that this kind of feeling could once more live inside of me so for that I thank you.

For without so much as a simple touch you awakened hope inside of me once again.

I don’t fear our future and I won’t forget our past.

For if it was just a moment of breath that I share with you it was more then enough.

You inspired me to breath again, to believe again, to dream again…to fly again.

No matter how our lives play out  in part I owe the dreams to you.

You may never be able to give me what I wanted from you but you inspired a new song in me.

I will not try to convenience you with words or actions but just love. I will love you with a supernatural love.

You’ve inspired me to become the more that I am today and for that I am eternally grateful.

As I leave our brief moments I will kiss the wind and tell it all the secrets of my heart.

It will carry the desires that were so deep inside and take then to the ends of the earth where our love story will never be told.

With the wind will go my desire for you but what remains will be a new hope of a new day.

So goodbye to you and the brief life we shared.

I will see you on the other side of love.

When the one I fall in love with will be the one who falls in love with me.

No more chasing maybes and some days but walking out nows and forevers.

So goodbye to you my love….

A Letter

This one’s to you, the man behind the mask.

I’m stuck in between forever and tomorrow dreaming about the day I can show you my heart.

With one glance I see inside your soul.

Lonely and resisting love

Pushing so hard away from open arms.

Do I dare dive into the depths?

Can I swim to the bottom to gather the pearl that is now hidden in the dark?

Will you resist love forever?

Remember masks aren’t real.

Skin is real, flesh, soul, heart that’s real.

If I could share the depth of my love with you maybe you would smile again.

Can you not give love a try again?

Don’t let the dances of the past stop you from the dances in the future.

Be inspired by love again. Breathe it in let it awaken hope and joy from the depths of your created being. I am not her…the one that gave you pain.

I could promise forever or just tomorrow but I will love you.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Love

When we think of love we think of Romeo and Juliet. Something that's passionate and forbidden, somewhere in our past we associated love with lust. Today as I was listening to Lady Gaga I was thinking to myself really what do you mean Love is sex? It's not...by the way

That can be part of it but love is what's after, it's what makes it through the worst of storms.
It's so many things that we think it's not. It's sticking by someone no matter if they hurt you or treat you well.  Love is a connection that you can pull on in the worst situations. It's standing there saying I'm here, I'm for you no matter what....

True love lets freedom reign....I'm ok with you being free around me I don't need to control you, you don't need to be anything other then who you are.

True Love can come with and emotion but it's more like a life time position. Love is the fundemental element to every living thing. With out it there would be nothing. Here are some of my thoughts on what Love truly is about.

Love means:

Moving Towards not Away
Light not Darkness
Fight not Surrender
Freedom not Slavery
Kindness not Hate
Beginning not End
Courage not Cowardess
Creation not Destruction
Fly not Grounded
Family not Isolation
Life not Death

Love is what keeps us breathing, moving, and growing. It's the essance of who we are and what we are created for...Love is God and God is Love

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Mom

With wings like an eagle soaring into the reaches of the universe expanding our vision in an instant.

Leaving the confines of physical earth to widen into the great unknown that now in an instant no longer feels like a distant hazy dream.

There we touch the reality of what had only been a hope. In the arms of a lover we rest. No more pain, tears, or sorrow. Those, now seeming but an illusion of time long ago.

With one breathe filling every molecule with fragrance not found on a mortal ball. There a tangible, exquisite taste of things beyond wild dreams.

Entering into a reality that's far superior with access to all things. Most of all face-to-face with the one who has created all and knows all.

Now forever to walk on a sea with depths of touchable colors. Staying there in the lap of a Father, Lover, and best friend.

It will be missed this glorious form of God on this earth but will be joined soon because eternity is only a second away... for you mom luv u